S.O.S: Song Of Sadness

Careful What you Do.

Cause God is watching your every move.

Hold my hand in the dark street.

For if you do,

I know that I'll be safe.

Even if I'm far away and alone,

I can be sure that you'll find me there.

This I know.You draw me close for a while,

So quiet.

You tell me everything.

If I forget what you say,

Then you'd come to me and tell me again.

Yes,

You'd tell me once again.

Then what happens when I know it all,

Then what should I do after that,

What then?

USA: crime if we, okay if them? - Anger

Well here is a seriously weired thing : USA says: No Nuclear weapons for anybody! and it invaded Iraq to " destroy the weapons of mass destruction"....... Do those people realize that innocent people are being killed for a reason like that? and if there are weapons, did you, American Army, found any? the answer is no, so why don't you just take back your army and give up? nooo the strongest country in the world isn't wrong and it can't be wrong! Its like God! perfect and never makes a misjudgement " please notice the tune of joking of my writings".

Anywho, on the other side, if you really hate weapons of mass destruction that much, WHY you supply Israel with them?? so if Iran is trying to have weapons, you say nooooo, but when you give it to poor Israelians to defend themselves from the baad, baaad Palastinians who defend themselves with stones its okay? somebody enlighten me if I am wrong, bec. I am going crazy bec. of that!

have you ever heard of the term " Weaponary balance?" well I will tell you, simply, its like if you got a weapon, I have to get a weapon too, same level or strongest, so I can keep myself protected from you,bec. of I don't have a weapon, you will easily attack me whenever you wanna! see, same goes for worldwide countries! so when I say nobody have weapons and make weapons myself and give them to whoever I wanna, its only a matter of time, before I take on the other countries, see, your country or mine is gonna be the next "Iraq" and God knows what reasons its gonna be this time.

Charity: you care about people, or is it only you?

well that been on my mind since too long, and I'd like to share it with you guys:

the people who give things for charity, do they really do that for the sake of people? or just they wanna show other people that they are good and they have generous nature towards the poor?

well for me there is 3 kind of charity people:

1- the one who does it REALLY for the sake of people, its enough to see a smile of someone in need of somethinhg to make their whole day!

2-The one who do charity in order to feel good about him/her self, its not an enough reason but still, they do the charity, poor people get benifits, so no troubles at that, I think!

3- The one who do the charity only to show the people he is good nature and sometimes, to hear the thankies for the poor ones who in need, honestly: this is disgusting guys! do the charity for a purpose other than making people's opinion about you better or make your photo in society more generous!


well, beside that, I think giving charity is, somehow, some kind of "Equilibrium" on that world you know? Rich give to poor, they won't be equal anyhow, but poor be better, get it? I am glad that MOST "and yes people, most" people in this world are generous by nature, and they like to share everything they got, otherwise they won't feel happy! Giving something you don't need or u need it a little bit to other person, or even, giving something you really need to other one who is more needy than you, that kind of behaviour I respect very much, but still: was it really for the sake of the poor people? Please enlighten me with your personal opinions about this issue!

Till the next post,

Omar


ps: I was even thinknig about giving my IGCSE books and materials to charity, but that kinda funny, in IGCSE it is so expensive, who is poor who might enter it, anyway? lol

Peace*

Last Post deleted, Reasons:

Good evening everybody, the last post was deleted due to a request from the owner of the

writings in it as it relates to his/her own privacy, so, my apologises people, and more to come as

soon as I finish my exams, okay?

peace and Love,

Omar*

My Déja vu

something very weired happened yesterday, actually they are two incidents!

first: I was having an account lesson, suddenly I felt like the same knowledge I am learning, the same situations that happened "liek I saw it before", it went so boring, you know, when u are liek watchnig the same movie for the second time?

second: I was playing a game, there was this conversation and incidents between the two characters , I knew it all, even I was going to predict what will they say, I never played this game before and no one know about this game except me here!

weried, huh?

A new life, a new phase, without you* "dedication"

one more month, and my life as a school student will be over,
one more month, and my life will absolutly change, for good, for bad? how would I know?


but I know one thing, it would be without you, you wanna know why?

when you needed me I was always , always there for you, there has been time that I couldn't possibly reach you, but you know I was there for you, by my heart and my mind

when I needed you, when I wanted to reach you, you closed the door,

you wouldn't bare me when I was feeling down, so down that I only needed your cheerfulness to

enlighten me with the bliss that I got you next to me , but still, you simply refused to , simply so

you would keep feeling happy and peaceful, you throwed away all that times I killed myself to be

with you, stay all nights to do my regular jobs to have time to be with you, which I loved, I still

not sad about those wasted times, bec. , back then, you seemed to worth them.

I wanted to be perfect for you*

I stopped all my bad habbits, you didn't ask me to, but everytime wrote you to me " I am glad that you don't anymore" , every letter of those short words made my day on its own, and it was enough to think about you to actually make me ready to do anything.

one day you said "show me you care" , I did, and you knew I did, but when I asked you to do the same you didn't, simply so I wouldn't ruin your mood*

I have a lot of pride, I confess it, I am a very proud person, well I am actually rather humble, but when it comes to my pride, its off limits, maybe it wasn't your fault, being raised like this, didn't learn how to avoid crushing on mans pride, but still...

I knew from the begining there would a day where I would possible say goodbye, but still, the sweet possiblity and your an-avoided personality attracted me, like a north pole to a south one, only the south this time never mentioned it is going for the north.....

Due to my pride, I am saying goodbye, but my heart won't simply do that, its hard to have a feelings for someone then suddenly BUM! stop it, like if you stopped eating something, its just...not possible!

so is this goodbye? say, you would simply say it is, but who knew, maybe if you overcome your control-wanting personality for one to satisfy my pride, it wouldn't, but, since I know you would never do that, althought I crashed my pride for you, lot of times...still... I know you wouldn't, though it would cheer me up if you only mentioned that you are interested to go through the road.

many lyrics you know, many songs you sing, but I only know one song that is written on the walls of my head

"and did you, ever know...that I had mine on you" *Eyes on me, by Faye Wong, 1998*

" and I want you next to me, always, never ever leave my side" *Beatles, I don't know the title of the song"

End.....*



Small Note: Happy holidays for everyone there in Egypt ^^


translated arabic quote " and never think the bird dances when it's slaughtered bec. of the happines, its rather bec. of the pain........"

Storm: Memories of Today

Finally he bought the labratory stuff they asked for, back at school, they told him :" if you didn't

buy the stuff we told you to buy you aren't going to enter this lesson again" , he rememebers

that and gets a little mad, if they said that only 4 months ago he would just ignore them and let

them go to hell, but now, its the last year, he want just to finish "that would be nice" he thought.

He took another tip of his tea cup, "I wonder if she still asleep or not" he thinks about her again

and again, he ca't get her out of his mind, -as if he even wants to- , he knew that she was lonely,

but what could he do? he already shortened his sleeping rates so he can stay with her online all

the night, that lead him to be feeling tired all the day, but she worths it.

" Maybe you aren't the first of your class, and maybe u won't get Nobel Prize for Peace or

Literature", he smiled, remembering what she wrote after that, he looked to the people around

him, theyy were very poor, probably in misery, but all of them was smiling and seeming to

having fun, what would his friends say if they saw him sitting in a cheap place like that one?


" Like I care " he whispered to himself as drank the last sip of his tea and walked away ...... away to his place .

"I hope she'd be awake".

End

ps: Precious, you got me infected with your writing style! :)